there’s a thin sheet of brittle ice
between this world and oblivion
you walk it so gracefully
how could such soft stepping
violate the integrity of this cold barrier?
and yet this life was meant for living
what kind of breath can you draw?
your corporeal form waxing weaker
like a shadow blending slowly into darkness
as the sun begins her westward descent
how long can you walk such a fine line
and not surrender to night?
–
I weep for you
your smile so bright
but your bones are so weak
I see the light dimming in beautiful eyes
a massive burden hoisted bravely on shoulders
never designed or intended for this
a crushing weight of the inevitable ending
when the credits will roll and our eyes will be wet
and yet you will manage such impeccable grace
frame by frame until the curtain is drawn
and everything fades to beautiful black
a worn and fragile frame corrupted
a paper-thin cage to a spirit infinitely strong
a soul that could take the heavens by storm
–
a little oxygen
a few more moments for the synapses to fire
tissue and tendons contracting, relaxing
contracting, relaxing
each sense, sincerely acute
conscious of the last drops of dopamine
surging through from top to bottom
the tingling as the crescendo approaches
but you are not afraid
time is just a number on a mechanical face
and you are eternal
the cage of flesh expires
as the sleep starts to finally take you
you can rest your head now
you can close your eyes
a little oxygen
a few more moments for the synapses to fire
tissue and tendons contracting, relaxing
contracting, relaxing
contracting, relaxing
relaxing,
relaxing,
fin.
~j.d.schofield